I connect better with people via online, and every single relationship I’ve had that’s been online first, in person second.. I’m just so god damned awkward and I can’t help but feel vulnerable and end up pushing them away.
I am full of regret. I miss you.
I’m actually looking to go for acupuncture.
My eyes are strained and my head hurts but my muscles are so tightly wound it’s impossible to fall asleep.